I wish there was a queer bar around here, because sometimes, I’d like to just be able to go out without having to worry about what people who see me are going to think, or whether or not I’m going to be misgendered. I showered and shaved today, but I didn’t blow my hair out, and I really don’t feel like putting on any makeup. I’m wearing my favorite black JC Penney Seamless Suitables cami and Levi’s 518 boot cut jeans, both of which are a little dusty from digging around in my storage unit today. It’s those little black spots on my face that make me crazy, you know?
I just want people to get over their bullshit and let me be.
Ugh. I haven’t eaten. I get depressed when I don’t eat, and then depression makes me not want to bother.
Things have been pretty shitty around here lately.